Ever since I started doing corporate hours, I realized the problem with unruly management is that there is just too much pettiness in the world.
The insecurities of a manager causing tension between staff by their unnecessarily condescending tone. The irresponsible comments made by the one who calls all shots stirring the misunderstanding sort of disrespect.
The managerial position is a very difficult place to hold. They had obligations to suck up to people they themselves don't fancy. They're in a position where every letter of their word counts.
We hang on to these words like our life depends on it.
I absolutely refuse to hang on to any of anyone's words. So much so that I am willing to give the benefit the doubt to the Low-EQ lot. Though it did take a whole load of my ego. I'm starting to feel like the smile is cramping up on my mouth.
I'm no saint. I'm as petty as everyone else. I just get so tired of the barbaric mess that I didn't wanna get sucked into it. So I make jokes and laugh and earned myself the "cute" label which I seem to have come to terms with it.
It's laborious. Having to deal with these 5 and a half days a week, 8 hours a day for the rest of my working life.
And what's worst, is when you thought you could shake all these off once you step out of the vacinity, the one person who could make you forget all the pettiness, isn't there for you.
The one person you need to hear or hug from. The one person you married.
I am this close to hurling that Willier and all the others out.
