The Expendables

I didn't know I'd have such crush on action men.

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Eminem ft Rihanna - Love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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SALT

She's as beautiful as ever and August Diehl, the inglorious bastard kind I like.

Evelyn Salt & Mike Krause's love was like Beth Orton's and William Orbit's own version of Dice...

Tough love...

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Beth Orton - Roll The Dice

She said I put a spell on you
He said there's nothing I could do
And I wouldn't love the way I do since I began losing you
And nothing can compare to when you roll the dice
And you swaer your love's for me
And she doesn't know if she can keep it together forever

She said I only wanted to possess you
It's dangerous
He said I only try to impress you
It's strangeness
And I wouldn't love the way I do
If I didn't know it was true

And I'd never love the way I do since I began losing you
Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice
And you swear your love's for me
And she don't know if she can keep it together forever
And nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
And she don't know if she can keep it together forever...

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William Orbit - Dice

I was crying over you
I am smiling I think of you
Where your gardens have no walls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell

Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me

I was crying over you
I am smiling I think of you
Misty mornings and water falls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell

Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me

Virtuous sensibility
Escape velocity

Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me

Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell...

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2 very sweet & gentle girls approached and invited me to join their bible study group so they can share how meaningful life is.
We have a soul and life doesn't just end here, she said...
I said I'm okay & thanked them for sharing.

I couldn't even begin to explain what I have fathom since I became aware...

Or rather, since the idea of Jesus who died on the the cross, didn't.

I figured it's not in my place to judge but I do have the sneaky habit of hitting where it might hurt.

Or so I think...

Resident Evil : Extinction

It's been...

1 month since besty left for L.A.

20 days since I quit ASIN.

1 week since Granny's passing.

Only, why does all these seem like such an exaggeratingly long time ago?

Starfish has just started on his PHD. And already I'm so proud of him I could cry just thinking about it.

Sometimes I wish I was half as determined and passionate as he is.

Inception was such a mind blasting movie we haven't had any mood to watch any new movies.

I'm happy. With myself and how things are moving along.

Just need a little getting used to.

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Verve Pipe - Never Let You Down

I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground
I'm getting to like this feeling I've found
I'm getting to love
The thought of having you around
And I will never let you down

Your friends are well-meaning
When they said, no-one is good enough for you
But if they play with your emotions
Dismiss the notion
And do what you have to do
Cause people don't take chances with their hearts
Since I met you I have past the hardest part
So remember one thing
I will never let you down

I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground
I'm getting to like this feeling I've found
I'm getting to love
The thought of having you around
And I will never let you down

Sometimes you feel defeated
But it's OK
You're not the only one
And all the complications
Bad situations happen to everyone
It doesn't matter how it ended or began
Sometimes the best that you can do is change your plans
I hope you understand that
I will never let you down

I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground
I'm getting to like this feeling I've found
I'm getting to love
The thought of having you around
And I will never let you down...

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