The Dark Knight Rises / The Dark Knight / Batman Begins / American Psycho

I thought I'd forgotten. The obsession returns and the perfect distraction. I'm not sure what's bringing about the panic attack this time round but my intrinsic sixth sense tells me it's the coming of the MIL. It's sparking off a whole lot of peeves; manipulation of human rights, the unintentional good intention, my own definition of obsessive compulsiveness etc. I've been on short breathes for almost a week now and the only time I felt a better sense of calm was when Christian Bale is on screen. Sigh the intensity. Looking forward to escape.

Prometheus / Madagascar 3 / Flowers of War / Arrietty / Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon

Feels like just yesterday when I had decided to take onto the current project @ 'T'.
Feels like just yesterday when I had to dig deep, imploring into my beliefs.
Feels like just yesterday when I had been at liberty.
And today, or not, that I will soon to decide once again, to be or not to be.

While it has been a refreshing ride these past 2 months, I find myself swirling within, drowning out years of frustration and sensing uncertainty. Perhaps in a way a distraction. Perhaps the beginning of a desperately yearned adventure. The uncertainty brings about a strange sense of calm.

I'm not sure but something within stirs...