of Liberation, Conquest, Pride, Fear, Regret, Self-actualization, Hope & Courage.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Burlesque
Being a wife isn't what I'd imagined it to be.
It isn't all about flirty bantering, mutual consenting or whatever it was supposed to be, till death do us part.
To be a wife means to sacrifice. Like, everything.
Sacrificing emotional needs just so the husband doesn't get any more stuck in the middle.
Sacrificing dignity just so everyone can make callous comments.
They're all 'you're always siding with her...' or 'you can't always side her...'
Why does anyone have to side with anyone?!
So when I get the husband to spend more time with his mother, take her on a holiday, who am I siding?
When I advice the husband to call and check on his attention seeking female friends once in awhile, who am I siding?
And when I suggest the husband to spend more brotherly time and maybe even help out financially, just who the hell am I siding?!
Basically, when I became a wife, I lost all legitimate rights to need my husband.
It isn't all about flirty bantering, mutual consenting or whatever it was supposed to be, till death do us part.
To be a wife means to sacrifice. Like, everything.
Sacrificing emotional needs just so the husband doesn't get any more stuck in the middle.
Sacrificing dignity just so everyone can make callous comments.
They're all 'you're always siding with her...' or 'you can't always side her...'
Why does anyone have to side with anyone?!
So when I get the husband to spend more time with his mother, take her on a holiday, who am I siding?
When I advice the husband to call and check on his attention seeking female friends once in awhile, who am I siding?
And when I suggest the husband to spend more brotherly time and maybe even help out financially, just who the hell am I siding?!
Basically, when I became a wife, I lost all legitimate rights to need my husband.
Saturday, February 05, 2011
Black Swan / The Tourist
Here is a list of how something small can become something big:
1. Sakamoto Ryoma
2. Mark Zuckerberg
3. The discovery of 2-cents worth of an opinion; an almost insignificant value because, nobody asked for it.
Sakamoto Ryoma, because he saw the unjust & bias treatment from the ancient hierarchy system.
Mark Zuckerberg, because the ex-girlfriend broke up with him for trying so hard to be an asswipe, turned on her because he got his heart broken for being an ass, by blogging ass shits about her and starting up a discriminating social network program.
The result of Sakamoto and Zuckerberg was an admirably rich culture with the most advanced technologies we depend on today, and the highly controversial and much needed social network where long distance relationships (relatives & friends) maintain bond with no more an effort than the want and need to know what's been up.
The result of the discovery of a much less needed opinion is, epically catastrophic.
Cans of worms were opened. Strength becomes weakness. And worst of all, having to deal with more coming.
God help me.
1. Sakamoto Ryoma
2. Mark Zuckerberg
3. The discovery of 2-cents worth of an opinion; an almost insignificant value because, nobody asked for it.
Sakamoto Ryoma, because he saw the unjust & bias treatment from the ancient hierarchy system.
Mark Zuckerberg, because the ex-girlfriend broke up with him for trying so hard to be an asswipe, turned on her because he got his heart broken for being an ass, by blogging ass shits about her and starting up a discriminating social network program.
The result of Sakamoto and Zuckerberg was an admirably rich culture with the most advanced technologies we depend on today, and the highly controversial and much needed social network where long distance relationships (relatives & friends) maintain bond with no more an effort than the want and need to know what's been up.
The result of the discovery of a much less needed opinion is, epically catastrophic.
Cans of worms were opened. Strength becomes weakness. And worst of all, having to deal with more coming.
God help me.
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