I thought I knew Baby Doll's face somewhere and Emily Browning was Violet in Lemony Snickets. Always liked that morbid nostalgia.
Since the zen way, I realized while it did calm me, I felt almost passionless, botherless about stuff and I thought while it's good for my mental health, I have lesser things to say and it felt... boring?
Perhaps being zen is not the most adventurous, passionate way of life, but I shouldn't care too great a deal since I DO not want to be bothered too much?
Perhaps that's one huge part I needed to fix all these while; this feelings of inadequacy. And hoping this way of zen will do.
Human to Deities... The difference is too grand a scale.
There's just too much to learn. Too much. It's comforting though, to know it's a good thing.
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