Sometimes I just say and do things without thinking, really. Without considering whether it's really funny, or it could hurt someone's feelings. Not that I do it unintentionally. I just want to be funny. At other people's expense unknowingly. When I realized what a stupid thing I said (or did), I can't stop kicking myself for a long time. Then I'd stone thinking how stupid I am, and make fucking stupid mistakes at work, which doesn't help with my morality at all when you get told off (for the mistakes made) in a condescending manner.
Why ah. Why I so stupid one. Think I smart right. Fucking think I'm damn smart right. See la. See what I did. Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.
I need a hug. Need someone to tell me it's okay people make mistakes. Then again I probably don't deserve it because I'm so goddamn motherfucking mindnumbingly STUPID.
Sigh.
I dunno why but Robbie Williams' Sexed up seemed to fit weirdly with how stupid I'm feeling now.
Loose lips on ships
I'm getting to grips
With what you said
Know it's not in my head
I can't awake and forget day after day
Why don't we talk about it
Why do you always doubt
That there can be a better way
It doesn't make me want to stay
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eye shut praying they won't stray
And when I sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
You said we're fatally flopped
When I'm easily bored
Is that okay?
Strike me off your list
Made this the last kiss
I'll walk away
Why don't we talk about it
I'm only here Don't shout it
Given time we'll forget
Let's pretend we never met
Chorus
Screw you I didn't like your taste
Anyway, I chose you
Let's all gone to wasted Saturday
I'll go out and find another you
Why don't we
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eye shirt praying they won't stray
Oh! When I sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
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