My Happy Ending / He Wasn't

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did
Was it something you said

Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead
Held up so high on such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All these time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they

But they don't know me
Do they even know you
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All these time you were pretending so much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All these time you were pretending so much for my happy ending

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There's not much going on today
I'm really bored it's getting late
What happened to my Saturdays
Monday's coming, the day I hate

Sit on the bed alone
Staring at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought no
He wouldn't even open up the door
He doesn't make me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

This is when I start to bite my nails
And cleam my room when all else fails
I think it's time for me to bail
This point of view is getting stale

He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought no
He wouldn't even open up the door
He doesn't make me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking

He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought no
He wouldn't even open up the door
He doesn't make me feel like I was special
Like I was special, cos I was special