It's 7 minutes to 11pm. Listening to Finley Quaye's Dice, for probably the 7th time for the day, on a Friday night, where I'm supposed to be... I dunno what I'd be doing.
I've cleared the 1 meter stack of recycling papers which I have managed to pile over 3 years sitting my ass here for 8 hours (or more sometimes, like tonight) every other working day, working my butt off to clear the *numerious amount of emails, while juggling other administrative shit B.Boss expects of me, feeling glad sometimes that I have something to hold on to. Something to help pay off bills and support my family, even though sitting in an office 9 to 6 isn't exactly my ideal kind of life.
I feel like I'm going on a new adventure. A different sort. The sort that I have been waried about. I'm lost for words. I'm feeling a mixture of excitement and fear. I can hardly breathe right now. I want to cry.
I don't think I have been the best of employee for the past few months. Things happened, lost my morality, motivation, got disappointed. I didn't cry, probably because I keep telling myself to look on the bright side. It's a push I needed. To get out there, and try to shit shovel *grins* On a more glamorous side, to travel.
I'm visualizing. Everyday, I visualize it. Keeping focus.
I want to be where I've been dreaming of.
So here's my first step, to a new life: Taking Bear in my arms, go public, with Bear, in my arms, and face the new world.
My new world.
Good luck to me.
*numerious is a word I made up.
9 comments:
Bear? hmmmmm.... Hopefully it's not alive.
Being as delusional as I can be, Bear is as alive as he can be ;)
He's kept me company through most dragful nights in the office.
Well, if Bear's alive, in that case, I wont get a chance then :( Let's refer to me as Fuzzy Wuzzy for now. ;)
A chance for what Fuzzy Wuzzy? :)
On the contrary, I shouldn't even have mentioned that. I had a chance and I blew it. Oh well, life goes on. Anyway, be happy :)
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