Eve 6 - Here's To The Night

So denied
So I lied
Are you the now or never type
In a day, in a day love, I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had
Are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast, to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast, to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is frozen motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

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Made a last minute decision last Sunday to crash Moose's class @ Monash University in Malaysia 2 days into the week. I was a complete niusance to Moose, just like the old days. Sunway's Inn was a small decent room with 1 window half the size of Moose which he had to pay an extra RM5.00 for it(-_-). I was really upset to find the toothpaste Eka had sacrificingly left for my tragically beautiful yellow-tinged teeth gone after I had left the room to be made. It may be just a toothpaste, but if I had left anything else in the room it could have gone missing too. Fortunately for my paranoia I took my whole luggage with me. It wasn't much with a couple of tops, my daily vanities and sneakers.

It was my first trip completely alone to Malaysia on Aeroline. What spurred the spontaneity was the lack of inspirations since I had quit my job. Besides the petty fun of beating the crap outta Moose for whatever reasons and just chilling with a really good buddy, Malaysia just wasn't the place to seek inspirations. I tried to do something to my hair for the sake of change, but time wasn't on my side. It was a 3 days 2 night trip.

I returned feeling no more than I felt when I left.

Savings are running low and I am feeling the pressure.

Crashed Starfish's Environmental Psychology class earlier this morning. Complaining and whining in my head as I blogged, checking him out now and then.

*I had attempted to blog in the class when blogger could not publish my post, I came back to the Starfish's crib and found my draft empty.*

So why am I not being active on job search?
Because I'm feeling damn uninspired to.
Past experiences had demoralized me so.
Leaders no longer play an inspiring leading role,
but an authoratative pushover.

I want a job that inspires passion and integrity.

Something Jack Black has when he's doing his thing.